FMP evaluation:

I feel like on this project as a whole, I have done amazingly well. Compared to all the other projects and last year at college. I am very proud of myself for doing so well this year, obviously there are things I do need to work on but overall I did really well this project, I worked really hard and I think it definitely showed. One thing I need to work on is doing my scrapbook, I abandoned it quite a bit in this project and mainly focused on my physical work, this was a very bad idea because it led me to be behind on my reflections by a couple weeks. It was very stressful having to catch up with my coursework so late into the project, I had to quickly get it all done even after we did the show and it was very stressful for me. Next FMP I will definitely work on my scrapbook as well as my physical work, as it just added unnecessary stress into my life and I don’t really think I needed that extra stress on my back. I also think that if I worked on my scrapbook a little more I could have added a lot more onto it and potentially gotten a better grade, which would have been amazing. At the start of this project my behaviour was not very professional, as I was upset with the role that I got and was very upset that I did not get the role I auditioned for. I started the project with not really wanting to join in and I lost all motivation for this show, Ariel is my dream role and I was in the mindset that there was no point in trying because I was disappointed that I didn’t get a good role. However, as a week or so went on I just decided to put my emotions aside and accept the role that I got. I started to really work hard because I had a realisation that I could still make myself seen in the show, and that I could really work on my characteristics and make my character my own. I wanted to put my jealousy aside and just really enjoy the show and work hard to show off my talents, so that is what I did and I think that this project is definitely the one I have done the best in, I thought that I really stood out in the show even as a side character. Due to my hard work I also got given roles that other people opted out of, so I was very happy that I just decided to get on with it and enjoy the rehearsal process. On my next FMP, I am going to accept the role that I get no matter how bad it is, it will show professionalism and maybe open up more opportunities for me in the future, so I will definitely make sure to put my emotions aside and just work hard no matter what. As a whole I think that this project was my favourite by far and it was the project that I have worked the hardest in, I am very proud of myself. Compared to all my other projects and my coursework from this year and last, I have definitely improved and worked harder to achieve the best. Therefore, I am very proud of myself and don’t really have anything else that I think I could work on.